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*_^January 22 跌得好痛單日跌幅二千點,係我涉足股海以黎,跌得最勁的一日~~
06年開始玩,係一片牛氣衝天下,都有不少斬獲,以為真係可以短期內賺到錢, 到而家隻熊終於出黎,都仲係謎信奇蹟會出現.好多計劃只能暫時擱置,但係要花的開支冇少過,臨近新年,公司又話仲未有得出bonus,真係雪上加霜~~~
沉迷股海係唔係真係等於倒錢落海? August 27 27 Aug 2007When I am seeing they are struggling at the edge of death, I regret what I did to them.
I am talking about the plants which I brought to my office last three weeks. They were green and full of vitality when I bought. Because of my ignorance, I haven't considered that there are no fresh air and sunshine at the office. I don't know how many times and how much water I should water them a week even. There has been flowers and buds but now they only remained some yellow leaves hanging on the withered stems. They are telling me they must be changed their living place. So I bring one of them home today see is there any chance it can live again. Plants can only live with suitable environment, still less people. The important thing of our lives is find our niche and need in order to make ourselves alive and happier. July 23 23 JUL 2007今日第一日返工,冇諗過第一日都要7點半先走得,而且其他同事仲係忙緊未有得走.係唔係所有settlement或coporation都咁多嘢做?原本諗住脫離bcm可以早d放工,點之都係一樣,而且而家仲要去到咁遠的皇朝返工真係好辛苦好麻煩,好懷念以前係新馬路返工的日子,個邊真係好方便,又多巴士,又多食店,放工都可以行下街,而家真係有少少何必當初的感覺.
July 13 13 JUL 2007改得好!改得好!個名真係改得好, "christmas allowance"!
"christmas allowance要等到christmas先有得出o個喎!" 個人事部咁同我講!
今天去人事部攞離職信同出糧信,點都估唔到份糧得咁少! 話晒07年我都由一個做到七月中啦,"半斤八兩,出左半分力諗住攞返個八兩,家陣惡搵食,邊有半斤八兩咁理想,吹漲!", 不過又吹佢唔漲喎,有名你叫christmas allowance,都未到christmas又點出俾你je! 其實7月份的糧就有半個月,但係仲要扣返一月出的holidays allowance,同埋放凸左的假期,但係點都諗唔到佢會唔俾christmas allowance我囉,proportional都好啦!
今日係我o係BCM的取後一日,同事都對我好好,都有歡送我祝福我.但係我要收返我7月10號寫的blog,我提到我對BCM仲有一點點難捨的心情,而家冇啦!但係其中一句"我心情難以平伏"呢句冇錯,我今日心情更力難以平伏!出得連三百蚊都冇,你話心情點會好!今個月到下個月尾都唔知點算,我仲有好多卡數未俾,而家又冇晒cash,到時返新工,要去到皇朝,鬼死咁遠,又冇得返屋企食飯,點算,連飯都冇錢食!
July 10 10 Jul 2007原來在BCM的日子只剩下三天而已. 從原來很想離開BCM到現在有點捨不得,人就是那麼犯賤,到失去時或快要失去時才開始珍惜,說珍惜好像有點誇張,頂多是有點不捨,畢竟做了兩年,而且算是第一份正式的工作,離開當然有點失落. 特別是一想到要放棄下一年將有的23天有薪年假,那種矛盾心情真的很難平伏.但這個改變機會我等了大半年,總不能為了假期而放棄吧.所以現在最大的問題只是希望能盡快適應新生活. June 20 20 June 2007沒記錯的話,應該是兩年前的今天我坐火車離開上海.那時候打算坐火車是希望把離別的時間弄得長一點,好讓自己在21小時的火車旅程裏慢慢回味大學的時光.而且那時候想以後坐飛機的機會可能很多而坐長途火車就比較難了.
畢業後的第一年對工作還有一丁點熱誠.隨着每天沉的重複作業,工作態度和熱誠旋即下降,本來就不大可能在那種工作中找到成功感和滿足感,現在更覺得在消磨意志.不過時間依舊飛快的過去,一個星期轉眼又過,每天起來上班,忙5 天後又可以睡2天的大懶覺,每天就這樣的過去,到每個月發工資時才想起原來這麼快又過去一個月了,然後又這麼快過去一年了.
人家都說人生的這段時間過得最快,我從中學開始就感覺時間過得很快,然後到大學就突然放緩了,因為大學的生活真的是非常悠閒.到現在簡直是光速的走.但別人說等到你有了小孩,小孩大了出來工作後,時間又開始慢慢的走.但奇怪的是,我問我爸,他也覺得時間過得很快很快.我在想,時間是因為我們開心所以過得快還是因為我們不開心希望它早點過去所以過得快?還是因為我們太忙沒時間看到時間,漠視它的存在,所以它也只好走快一點.
最近我和我爸的話題都是圍繞股票,我也不知道為甚麼自己好像變得越來越貪錢了.其實我平時生活需要花的錢并不多,我不買名牌也不用吃高檔的食物,只是覺得有一筆錢比沒有安全一點.我大概是個乏安全感的人,但那種安全感要多少錢才能填滿.太可怕了,我不想成為金錢的奴隸.錢和工作目標,生活意義是不是總是相互矛盾的? April 12 12 APR 07好開心今年復活節可以去台灣.以前就好想去呢個地方,今次終於可以踏足寶島了!
雖然今次去左4日都係落雨,但係都算係個 happy memory~~
放左5日節,返到公司做餐飽! December 10 多謝各位好耐都冇寫過blog啦!時間真係過得好快,咁又過左一年.
今年生日的第二日同我家姐去咗海洋公園,對上一次去海洋公園係我小學三年級的時候,數落都隔咗成十幾年喇!今次去覺得好好玩,因為可以睇到海豚同海獅表演,佢地真係好得意呀好聰明呀!我地仲去咗水母館同鯊魚館,又見到好多唔同種類的魚類,好似天使魚,鯆魚同陸海龜等等. 不過最鐘意都係海獅因為佢肥嘟嘟又乖又聰明!海洋公園仲有熊貓安安同佳佳,不過可能佢哋太老啦,都冇乜郁動,有一隻仲成日係房度休息.
我覺得自己的體能真係差咗好多,玩咗一日就好攰,今日仲瞓咗成日. 而且我昨日亦只係玩咗三次過山車,一次跳樓機同其他機動遊就已經覺得有d負荷唔住啦. 其實係高空突然墜落來的感覺都係幾恐怖不過就可以喺高處見到好靚的海景!
食完晚飯後我地仲去咗中環個聖誕歡樂小鎮,個度好有氣氛,d裝飾好靚!香港過聖誕真係幾好,有好多節目同燈飾睇,不過氣溫就一d都唔好!特別係近年全球氣溫上降,本來港澳就唔會有咩白色聖誕啦,不過昨日真係熱得好過分,都十二月啦,仲有好多人着掛帶背心行街!
好奇怪係我每年生日個日都幾唔開心,我真係覺得自己好怪,都唔知係咩原因,可能係因為覺得自己老咗啩.所以亦都覺得好對唔住個d對我好好的朋友同家人,有人sms祝賀我,有人送禮物俾我,有人特登過來探我,有人陪我去玩,有人打長途電話俾我,我真係覺得好滿足啦,好多人都好關心我,但係自己就成日都情緒低落.所以我真係要同我的好朋友同家人講聲唔好意思同多謝啦!
屬狗的朋友,來緊的一年好似話運程會唔錯但係就情緒方面就比較反覆, 終於等到好年啦,因為屬狗的好似年年都犯太歲. 今年覺得過得好迷茫,好似好多事都唔係太順利.不過都係唔好太在意呢d運程嘅嘢,因為好多事其實都係靠自己,太信的話好容易會變得怨天尤人或者守株待兔! |
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